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Post by Madeline Koraskaya on Apr 6, 2007 11:11:05 GMT -5
"I trust you too , it's just that its a little hard to say and I'm not sure if it's time." , she said.
Madeline knew they would make no sense , unless of course he wwas some sort od pro thst could read between the line s, but tother than that she doubted he even had a clue. Her eyes looked back at Tyler , he was now closer to her even though it felt he would have stayed in his place. She looked back , there was nothing clear now , since her only light was the moon and in the distance you could hear the crashing of waves. Her eyes shone , almost twinkled as she looked back at Tyler , his were the same except lighter.
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Post by Tyler Dias on Apr 6, 2007 11:44:55 GMT -5
"Ah it's fine then. It'll come in time or something and when it should. No rush to speak to me really. I just wonder at your silence is all. I don't mean to pressure you into saying something you'd not want to or hesitate to."
Replying her, he believed in his arrogant mind that he knew what she was thinking and stopping herself from saying or basically shying away from but made no mention.
It wasn't like he knew exactly anyhow and it was just an illusion for him while he meant what he said and even thought it could be nice if she wanted to talk to him again at some other time. Even in class; the trouble would be worth it and detentions didnt matter to him.
The fact that he was looking directly at her eyes for moments too long didn't bug him but he hadn't expected her to gaze back with such sparkling intrigue.
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Post by Madeline Koraskaya on Apr 6, 2007 12:03:32 GMT -5
"I suppose your right , but when the time comes , I won't hesitate to tell you." , she said.
Madeline looked away , for some reason he had not even broken the gaze as he kept looking at her. She was surprised as she watched him not even turn his head , which was totally out of reach. Her eyes looked away for a few seconds , and she found herself growing back to her usual silence and yet it creeped her out. "Why was she being so quiet all of a sudden?" , she thought.
Tyler looked wide awake now for some reason , but she did not comment and she was glad to have his company. "You know , I really enjoyed this night , it was nice to have your company."
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Post by Tyler Dias on Apr 6, 2007 12:26:15 GMT -5
"All right, it might be good for later and i'm sure it's worth waiting for."
Since she was quiet again and somewhat shy from his gaze, he shifted and leaned down slowly so he was laying on his back on the hard area of sand, closing his eyes momentarily to rest them from intensity of wanting to look and watch her reaction.
She had her reasons and he respected that; certainly curiousity driving but he somehow had a feeling that he knew what it was anyway and kept his mouth shut about it. He'd keep it that way for awhile to come, too.
"I'm glad you enjoyed this night. It went by faster than other nights didn't it? And it's good you liked my company, thanks...I liked having yours too."
It was nearing the hour of midnight and he couldn't help but feel awake; his insomnia coming and making his senses crystal.
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Post by Madeline Koraskaya on Apr 6, 2007 13:04:28 GMT -5
"Your right , this night really has gone by fast , but I loved every second of it." , she said.
Madeline watched as he laid back down , he looked like he was in peace with the world and yet she felt like speaking might disturb him. She looked back out at the waves crashing , it was like they never got tired and their pattern was simply consistent. Her eyes looked back at Tyler , his eyes had opened back up and he looked as if he had been awake for only three hours. It was weird , she was not getting tired and the thought of sleeping was the last thing on her mind.
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Post by Tyler Dias on Apr 6, 2007 13:27:45 GMT -5
"Every second? That's really amazing. I did too, out of surprise as well though. Night always goes by too fast for me; i usually wish it would last for an eternity if it is good, but that's impossible."
Sighing softly, he put his hands behind his head, folded across eachother as if to replace a cushion on a bed, watching the stars for the first time since he had taken his eyes away from gazing at her while they talked.
He could hear the waves, consistent and flowing as water always did, bright eyed and letting his mind turn for once while he felt her eyes on him.
"If you get tired, you can just sleep you know? If you're not then you can still rest...if you'd like, of course."
Oblivious to her sudden awaking and similar sleep avoidance, he glanced at her from the corner of his eye, unable to dismiss his smile from being at ease.
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Post by Madeline Koraskaya on Apr 6, 2007 13:36:34 GMT -5
"Yes , I know thats quite odd , but maybe it was because it was with you." , she said quietly.
Madeline decided on laying back , her shoulders were starting to numb since she had been in the same position for a while. The rock was hard and very hard to get comfortable with , she summoned the cushioning charm. She put her wand next to her just in case it might be needed for some use sooner or later. As she turned back over to face Tyler , she guessed it would be a lot easier to communicate. It was nicer to sleep on something that actually felt like a bed rather than a hard rock. She looked back at Tyler his gaze still hadan't stopped , she was aware of it.
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Post by Tyler Dias on Apr 6, 2007 14:02:55 GMT -5
"Not everyone would say that but that's good. Maybe next time it could be a day that was made good?"
Her voice was seemingly faded and meek though he refused to believe his ears and spoke as steadily as possible for his hyped up mind as the moon rose fully and shone in all it's crescent glory.
He had seen her lay down too and looked away at long last, believing that would be best for her to relax a bit and fully soak the moonlight basking time, where dreams were flying around them and trying to get into his head but failing.
The charm she put must have made where she rested far more comfortable and she seemed more eagar to listen to him, from what he could tell at least.
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Post by Madeline Koraskaya on Apr 6, 2007 14:13:10 GMT -5
"Now you seem like the one that is quiet , whats going threw your mind?" , she said with her bright eyes filled with curiousity.
Madeline did not bother looking at her surroundings , she was now fully aware of where she was now and her attention was fully on Tyler. She waited for his reply , but it was weird how he was looking at her now , not that it made her feel uncomfortable , it just made her get lost in his eyes. Eventually she stopped looking and tried to make it look like the rock was very interesting to her , but yet she knew she failed in doing so.
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Post by Tyler Dias on Apr 6, 2007 14:27:38 GMT -5
For a moment when she started looking at the rock, he had noticed before her complete change of attention focus, that she had been eyeing the rock everytime a few seconds lapsed when he looked at her.
"So many things really; thinking about what we went through today and some other scenarios. I was talking too much though wasn't i?
It's a peaceful night and we can just both enjoy it in a quiet conversation. I'll try not to be so quiet if you'd like though? But i can get back to you when i find something very very interesting to say."
What she asked had made him jerk his thoughts back in chronological order and follow the pattern a normal mind should, so he rolled on to his side to talk to her more properly and almost wanted to snap or wave his hand in front of her face playfully.
"Do you want to... or are you thinking of talking about anything?"
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Post by Madeline Koraskaya on Apr 6, 2007 14:31:26 GMT -5
Madeline smiled , for once in her life she was free of worries or anything that may of held her back in the long run. It felt as if something had been washed away from her and she was floatlessly hovering above the skys. Which was out of the ordinary since she was sure anyone who had been drinking would have the same outcome. She gazed back at him , he did have something in mind as well , but she was not going to try to be anymore specific than how she had already been.
"Umm , nothing in particular , but it would be nice if you did speak up a little more , you seem to be the one with more the ideas rather than I." , she replied.
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Post by Tyler Dias on Apr 6, 2007 22:37:50 GMT -5
"I would speak more and i would do more but sometimes I’d rather say something more meaningful than not, so i might get a little quiet. You're quieter than I am though; i know you said so, but you have many ideas to me."
There was no way of knowing what ideas there were when she didn't speak her thoughts frequently, in reality, but he had a good deal of time guessing and observing so it worked out to him that she was more creative.
It was dark but her face was easily illuminated and he could see her smiling again; it made his point even more clear that she could only smile more. It would be a sight to cheer people up and take their minds off woes; exactly the way some of the things she said and did affected him.
He wasn't going press with her uncertainty to tell him or speak her mind and say what she would've liked to because he didn't truly want her to anymore. There were things he read, along the lines of all she had done and said that meant specifics but he didn't want to point them out. His mind had at last found a few guesses he'd stay with and it made itself reel.
"Question though. What kind of things do you like? Just name a few things that could mean most to you? Mean more than normal things and be beyond everything else?
I know it's vague but I don't know how else I should put it, yet. And this is what happens when I say something without thinking enough. Plus, I know you don't have to answer it."
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Post by Madeline Koraskaya on Apr 7, 2007 12:13:59 GMT -5
"You speak more clearly than I , and besides though I do have ideas , putting them in words seems to be my problem." , she said.
Madeline turned away from him , it was hard to concentrate when someone was looking straight at you. She had always had that problem in classes when she was called on , but she was not able to reply. She has expected him to step there , but she heard his voice once again and what he was leading to seemed complex. Her eyes looked back at him , how was she possibly going to answer that. The answer seemed out of reach , and she was already fumbling around with her words as it was. "What means the most to me?" , she thought. So much did , and it was hard just to choose one , but what?
"My , er parents?" , she said.
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Post by Tyler Dias on Apr 7, 2007 22:44:42 GMT -5
"Not that clearly...? I can't keep a conversation without you either..."
He stated, starting off normally but trailing at the end, shutting his eyes so he wasn't able to look at her and listened.
Hearing her answer that was something he now winced slightly from but remained firmly composed of himself, laying and drifting nowhere with sleep still.
"Okay...I did ask an impossible question so maybe we just don't need to talk."
He didn't know what he was saying; knowing no talking or speaking meant nothing happening or interacting but was pointing that route anyway. Almost waiting for her to go back to silence and imagined her looking back with expectance of him stopping with his words.
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Post by Madeline Koraskaya on Apr 8, 2007 10:04:54 GMT -5
"I see , well I honestly can't tell." , she said.
Madeline turned back around , it felt as if she was being brain washed , but the call of the ocean. She longed to just sit and talk like normal people , but she was beyond normal if that was even a statement that cooperated with her description. Silence grew as she did not even bother to think of anything to say. Probably , most likely she would end up killing the conversation , indeed she was full of doubts and there was not any she was planning on taking back.
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